Am I really can be outstanding person?
hmmm... then depending on you guys whether want me to become
Let's me talk about my life
I'm a young mother (aged 23 yrs old) have 1 son (1 yr old) now with my husband - Joshua 'Nuffnang Glitterati Member' (age 36 yrs old) but don't misunderstand that I got pregnant first...of course NO la!! I married in year 2007 on 7th July when I was 21.
I received a lot of comments like " Why you get married so early?" or "You got pregnant so no choice but to marry?" for me I have to repeat and repeat and repeat the same thing..
My answer always is "long story la..It is God's Will"
When I was still single, I always wanted to get a Mr. Right can be last forever...so I'm dating at least 9 guys when I was aged 17 - 20 yrs old but the relationship didn't last long. You know what the guys once dating with girl , they want SEX!!! oh man..I really hate it, why can we not have a good relationship without having SEX. So I was thinking why all the guys only like pretty girl, sexy body, good in kissing or good in S.E.X?? (GUYs please don't be angry yuh..it's just a fact.)
One day I thought of going to church (everyone said that we can get Mr. Right in church because they are really nice guys) of course I went.
When I started going to church I realized that I was seeking God rather than looking for a guy. WOW~Am I normal? (Yes, of course!)
Since I had been through so many heartaches in my relationship with guys so I keep praying, praying and praying and praying..
you know what?? My mentors (my God's Bro & Sis) received a vision that I was carrying a baby while busy in ministry in my early age (like 21-23 yrs old) that's what they explain to me.
At the time I was very sick and I was in relationship with a guy that I first met in the pub.
In the end I broke up with him because of the vision so I have to follow my vision..
I know that's sound silly but God gave me a much better plan of course I have to appreciate.
Anyway this is my life and I admit this is the truth.
PS: This is my personal experience so you may or may not go through like me.